Tuesday, March 4, 2008

The Life & Times of Isis

It is with a heavy heart that I write this entry. After a long month of trying to figure out what was going on with Isis, we ended up having to put her down this afternoon.

After our wonderful day at the beach, she just wasn't the same. We thought that all the activity wiped her out, but when she didn't eat and moved very little the next day... we realized something was wrong. Our Vets were on vacation, so I took her to a different animal hospital and was told that she may have hip dysplasia and we were sent on our way with anti-inflammatories and a $290 estimate for sedation x-rays.

We didn't agree with the diagnosis and made an appointment a couple of days later with the fill-in vet. Both she and the vet tech agreed that she was showing signs of a tick-borne illness (E had pulled a tick off her that previous Sunday) and we were given pain medication and antibiotics. After 3 days with no sign of improvement, we saw our regular vet, who also agreed with the tick-borne illness diagnosis and he decided to increase the antibiotic dose to see what happened. Again, no noticeable improvement was seen. It was like a light switch was turned off and our puppy turned into a old dog... she no longer wanted to play or run.

Another call to the vet was made and we decided to do x-rays to see if there was something that had been missed. The diagnosis that came back was Panosteitis... which is inflammation of the long bones. Basically, growing pains for a dog. We switched pain medication and were told that we should see improvement in the next couple of weeks. The following week, she seemed to be doing better... she was learning to shake paws and was constantly wanting to shake. She even picked up a few toys to play with.

Then the past 3 days, she was steadily getting worse. She started whining and yelping when she would get up. The night before last, she was clearly in pain as her yelping increased during the night. Yesterday, I called the vet and got more pain medication since she spent the whole day being extremely uncomfortable. When I spent last night physically carrying her up and down the deck stairs, I decided to take her in today.

Needless to say, the news wasn't good. The thought is that there was neurological damage and we could have gotten a MRI or taken her to a specialist for a second opinion. The specialist is located in VA and I could not stand the thought of driving her a long way when the 10 minute drive to our vet had her in terrible pain.

I called E and we discussed it and decided that we needed to end her pain... which was a horrible decision to have to make. But I believe that we did indeed make the right one. The past few days have been so hard to watch her cry out and not be able to do anything for her.

She was loved by this family and will be sorely missed.

Cuddled up on the couch with her blanket to be more comfortable.

One of the last shots taken.

Maryland has not been good to us on the pet front. It is so hard to have to explain death to the kids. Our ever sweet and emotional e wanted to say this prayer...


'Jesus, please help my dog. Feed her, let her sleep and drink. Please take care of her and train her too. Amen.'

10 comments:

Sara said...

My heart goes out to your family - it is terrible to lose a pet. I am seriously tearing up at my desk. Sooo sad...

Unknown said...

She was so loved during her short life. I have been fearing this would be the outcome and hoped it would not be. Pets become such a part of the family and we vividly remember the tears shed after each cat died.
The book we always read was "Ten Good Things About Barney". Wonder if E remembers the story.
We are so sorry.
L&L

amy said...

that makes me sooooo sad. you know my passion for animals. e's prayer was precious. i'm glad you wrote it down. you pursue that heart of hers. i'm so glad that isis had such a great life with you. so sorry for your loss...we love you!!!

Anonymous said...

So sorry for your loss. You guys finally make the big step and then this happens. She looked like a wonderful friend. B says to tell e she is very sad that her friend is gone.

Anonymous said...

I am crying over what you all have been going through. I know you did the right thing, but also know how hard that was. I'm so sorry and send my love to each of you. e's prayer says so much about her love and compassion...she is an amazing child. Be sure to put the pictures in a little memory book for her & kk to look at when they miss her most. Bannie

The A Team said...

Can't stop the tears... The picture of Big E and Isis actually got me the worst.... You guys are so fantastic with the kids about these things, they will do exceptionally well. M added Isis to her prayers last night as well...

Jacinda said...

Poor puppy. She passed knowing that she was loved. Take care you guys.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry for your loss. Losing a pet is like losing a member of the family. At least she was loved beyond measure while she was on this earth. My sympathise are with you and your family.

kmm said...

I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your dog. Our thoughts are with you all and the girls.

blunoz said...

That had to be a very tough and emotional decision to make. e's prayer is very precious. I'm very sorry for your loss!